today is just one of those days. not bad but not necessarily good either. i feel really nostalgic. i find myself wanting to be and being doing other things. i feel at an in between place right now partly because i really am in that place. i know that God has Scott and I where he wants us. sometimes though, i want what i want. i want to have more energy. i feel so blah all the time. maybe i need a vitamin. i need God more. i feel like i'm walking in circles sometimes. i want to be more creative. i want more money so i can be more creative. i want a baby, but then again i want time with Scott. see? im a mess. i feel so blessed to have all the things that i have and its silly to complain. i think im just tired. i get emotional when im really tired.
this sunday i am doing a little photoshoot for a family. im pretty excited about this. its mainly for experience and practice but i hope and pray the little ones are in a good mood for me :)
sorry for the ranting, i just was thinking all of this and needed to get it out somehow. scott's at the gym otherwise i wouldn't have made all you 3 readers suffer.